Our expectations can get us into trouble. We expect things to be a certain way, and when they aren’t that way, we are disappointed, angry, confused or maybe even disillusioned. I am a person who sometimes struggles with placing unfair expectations on others. I just want them to behave a certain way or do a certain thing. I expect it. And when that doesn’t happen, I find myself frustrated with them, even though I was the one who had the unrealistic expectations.

Where do our expectations come from? There are probably a lot of good answers to that question, but for now I just want to focus one one. Some of our expectations come from what we’ve been conditioned to believe by the world around us. Let me give you an example.

Many of us grew up listening to or watching fairy tales. You know the basic story line – the damsel in distress, the fairy who works her magic, the handsome prince who rides in on his white horse and saves the day, and the happily ever after. If fairy tales aren’t really your thing, just think of a good Hallmark movie. There’s nothing inherently wrong with a good fairy tale (or a Hallmark movie), but I wonder if they have given rise to misguided expectations.

Are we conditioned to expect that when we are in distress, we need a hero to ride in and rescue us from it all? Are we looking for Prince Charming and his happily ever after? We read about a different kind of prince in the book of Isaiah –

“For to us a child is born, to us a son is given; and the government shall be upon His shoulder, and His name shall be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.” (Isaiah 9:6, ESV)

When Jesus took on human flesh, the people of that time had a certain expectation of what they thought the Messiah should be. He would be bold, strong, a warrior, and He would rescue them from an oppressive Roman government. Their expectations of Him caused many of them to not even recognize Him for who He was. Who Jesus really was didn’t match what they had decided He should be, and they didn’t understand. Firm in their inaccurate expectations, many of them demanded His crucifixion. Their unmet expectations caused them to reject the very One who had been sent to save them.

Jesus, Prince of Peace. Not Jesus, Prince Charming. I wonder if sometimes we mistakenly expect Jesus to be Prince Charming. We are in distress, and we look for Him to ride in, rescue us from our mess, and ride us off into the sunset where we can live happily ever after, free of adversity and cares. This is problematic because this expectation isn’t rooted in truth and reality. Let’s look at something Jesus said –

“I have said these things to you, that in Me (Jesus) you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.” (John 16:33, ESV)

In the world you WILL have tribulation – trials, sorrows, adversity. Jesus isn’t a prince who is going to ride in and make all of our troubles disappear. What He promises is SO much better than that. He has overcome the world, and He gives us peace even in the troubles. Prince of Peace. 

Peace. The absence of panic, worry, stress, unrest. The presence of calm, trust, assurance. The presence of Jesus, the very Prince of Peace. Our Prince brings peace not just for our hearts and minds, but also for our souls. Jesus has made the way for us to have peace with God. When we trust in the finished work of Jesus on the cross as the payment for our sins, we gain right-standing with God. 

“Therefore, since we have been made right in God’s sight by faith, we have peace with God because of what Jesus Christ our Lord has done for us. Because of our faith, Christ has brought us into this place of undeserved privilege where we now stand, and we confidently and joyfully look forward to sharing God’s glory.” (Romans 5:1-2, NLT)

Jesus didn’t come to give us a comfortable, pain-free life on this earth. He came to redeem us from our sin and to promise us eternal peace with God. If our expectation is that Jesus will rescue us from every hardship in this life, we will become disappointed, angry, confused, or maybe even disillusioned. If we base our expectation of Jesus in the truth of God’s Word, we know that He will bring us peace in the midst of our hardships.

I’m trading the idea of Prince Charming for the reality of the Prince of Peace. Prince Charming has always been fictional. Jesus, the Prince of Peace, is real. I want to know Him and who He really is, not the version of Him that I expect Him to be. I want to stop expecting Him to take away everything that’s hard, and I want to be found completely full of His peace.  

And the best part? One day, He will ride in on a white horse and take us away to be with Him forever. There will be a happily ever after.

“Then I saw heaven opened, and a white horse was standing there. Its rider was named Faithful and True, for He judges fairly and wages a righteous war. His eyes were like flames of fire, and on His head were many crowns. A name was written on Him that no one understood except Himself. He wore a robe dipped in blood, and His title was the Word of God.The armies of heaven, dressed in the fines of pure white linen, followed Him on white horses. From His mouth came a sharp sword to strike down the nations. He will rule them with an iron rod. He will release the fierce wrath of God, the Almighty, like juice flowing from a winepress. On His robe at His thigh was written this title: King of all kings and Lord of all lords.” (Revelation 19:11-16, NLT)

Come, Lord Jesus, our Prince of Peace!

Father, thank You for sending Your Son, Jesus, to be our Prince of Peace. Thank You that in Your wisdom, You knew just what we needed – not to be rescued from every earthly hardship, but to be rescued from an eternity apart from You. You sent us the perfect Prince. Please forgive us when in our misguided expectations, we miss the truth of who Jesus really is. Help us to know Him more. Help us to love Him more. And help us to anchor our hearts in the hope that He is coming. Amen.

-Dana

You’ve heard of “hitting the wall,” right? Probably you’ve even hit it a time or two. The expression first became a common part of my vocabulary and my life experience when I was in medical residency. Wikipedia says “hitting the wall” is usually referring to “a condition of sudden fatigue and loss of energy” during endurance sports like running or cycling. That is not quite what it meant to us during residency. We would spend months at a time doing 36-hour shifts every third or fourth night, while still working every weekday and in the mornings every other weekend. The work was not physical, but it was mentally intense and sometimes emotional, and it got to be exhausting. There were times that, after just running on vapors and gritting our teeth to get the job done, we would “crash” physically and/or emotionally. That was our “hitting the wall.”

Recently, the phrase has resurfaced in my world, brought back by the COVID-19 pandemic. A friend of mine was honest and brave enough to share that she “hit the wall,” and had spent most of one day a few weeks ago in tears. I have heard it from others, too. You’ll be going along OK, doing what has to be done, even with joy, and all at once, something triggers a flood of emotion and sadness or anger. Where did that come from? “A condition of sudden fatigue and loss of energy,” indeed.

It’s happened to me several times over the past few months, most recently last weekend. The sadness and darkness hit, and although I kept on going, my joy was gone. Tears stayed close to the surface and slipped out easily. I had hit the wall. Often a good night’s sleep will get me reset, but the gloom stuck around through two nights. On Monday morning, I shared my status with my prayer group, and they prayed. Immediately after our prayer time, my husband brought the mail in from his car where it had been in quarantine. There was a letter for me from a friend. She had included a card with only these words,

“Take heart, daughter, your faith has made you well.” Matthew 9:22

Those words felt like a message straight from my Father to me, right at the time when I needed it so badly. Take heart. Take heart, daughter. You are mine. You are well, and you are well because of Me. Have faith.

The prayers of my friends, the words of my Father, the faith in my heart all began to lift me up. I was able to get my feet back under me and move back into the light and joy. I spent some time that morning pondering the words “take heart,” and reading some Bible verses that include them.

The verse on the card, “Take heart, daughter, your faith has made you well,” comes from the time when a woman with a chronic hemorrhage got close to Jesus and touched the hem of His robe as He was walking in a crowd. He noticed, stopped, and looked for her. He spoke to her. She was healed. The story itself is beautiful, and the message for us is clear. Go to Jesus. Reach out to touch Him. He will notice. He cares. He wants to speak to you and heal you. Take heart.

Matthew records another “take heart” from Jesus earlier in the same chapter. “Some people were carrying a paralyzed man lying on a bed. When Jesus saw their faith, he said to the paralytic, ‘Take heart, son; your sins are forgiven.'” (Matthew 9:2). The man’s sins were forgiven, and he was physically healed too! Again, a miracle amazing in its own right, but with a message for us. Sometimes we can’t even reach Jesus on our own. Sometimes our friends carry us to Him. We have to be willing to allow our friends in to our need. We need each other. There will be times we need carried, and times we do the carrying. Either way, get to Jesus. Take heart.

Jesus told His disciples in John 16:33, “I have told you these things so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”

And here are a few more “take heart” verses to file away for when you need encouragement:
“I remain confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord.” Psalm 27:13-14

“Love the Lord, all his faithful people! The Lord preserves those who are true to him, but the proud he pays back in full. Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord.” Psalm 31:23-24

Most likely there will be more hitting the wall. But the good news is that we don’t have to sit there and bang our heads against that wall. We can remind ourselves of the truth that Jesus holds the hope and peace and light that we are lacking. We can let our friends remind us and pray for us. The wall can’t stop us! Read what David sang in Psalm 18: “You, Lord, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light. With your help I can advance against a troop; with my God I can scale a wall.“

God, this is such a difficult time. We feel so much uncertainty, and we feel grief, and we struggle. You understand. You care. You are the answer. We thank you for this time because it makes us more aware of how much we need You. We so need You! Will You meet us in our emotions and in our fatigue when we hit the wall? Will You lift us up? I pray for my brothers and sisters reading this, that they would take heart. Thank You for promising that in You we may have peace. May it be true in each of our lives. Amen.

-Leah

I need a shepherd’s hook. My mother-in-law gave me a hummingbird feeder last year, and I don’t have a way to put it out yet. We’re home all the time now, and I would love to have my hummingbird feeder out. The potential of seeing hummingbirds outside my window brings me joy.

So, with this in mind, I stopped at Discount Drug Mart a couple of weeks ago after grocery shopping to see if they might be selling shepherd’s hooks. To my disappointment, they were not. I grabbed a couple of other items I needed and headed to the checkout. I was a little bummed. As I was waiting for the cashier, I spotted a display of Easter lilies. I’m a sucker for flowers these days, and I decided that if I couldn’t have my hummingbird feeder to look at, I would fill the void with Easter lilies. (There’s a reason that stores put things where they do.)

I brought my lilies home and decided to put them on my dining room table, which is where I have been working every day. They are right behind my laptop. I wanted to be able to see them when they bloomed. I wanted something lovely in the middle of my mundane.

Since I’ve been working from home, I have made an effort to take a walk a couple of times during the day when the weather and my schedule cooperate. As I was walking one day (post-lily purchase), a line from a verse entered my mind with lightning speed and out of nowhere. “Consider the lilies.” It was so unexpected that it actually made me smile. Consider the lilies. Here’s the line in its context in two passages of Scripture –

“And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life? And why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?” (Matthew 6:27-30, ESV)

“And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life? If then you are not able to do as small a thing as that, why are you anxious about the rest? Consider the lilies, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass, which is alive in the field today, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, how much more will He clothe you, O you of little faith!” (Luke 12:26-28, ESV)

Anxious. It’s a word that most of us are personally acquainted with. Google tells me it means – experiencing worry, unease, or nervousness, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome. Did you catch that last part? Something with an uncertain outcome. Right now, that is our address. We are living through something with an uncertain outcome. I don’t know about you, but I enjoy certainty. I like to know what to expect, and I really dislike the not knowing. And yes, the not knowing sometimes has me experiencing worry, unease, or nervousness – anxious.

Jesus tells us here that our anxiety isn’t doing anything for us. We can’t even add an hour to our lives by this emotional work of anxiety. (On a side note, don’t you love how he calls adding an hour to our lives a small thing?) If we can’t even do that, why are we anxious about the rest?

Next comes the object lesson. Consider the lilies. I wanted to know more about that so I looked up the word ‘consider’ in the concordance. It comes from the Greek word ‘katamanthano’ which means to learn thoroughly or examine carefully. Examine the lilies carefully, and learn thoroughly from them.

What does He specifically want us to consider? How they grow. He wants us to learn thoroughly about how they grow. I was still intrigued so I decided to go back to the concordance to see what it said about the word ‘grow’. The word in Greek is ‘auxano.’ It’s used 22 times in the New Testament, and it is translated as ‘grow,’ ‘increase,’ ‘give the increase,’ or ‘grow up.’ I was fascinated to find out that it is the same word that John the Baptist used in this well-known verse –

“He (Jesus) must increase, but I must decrease.” (John 3:30, ESV)

Consider how the lilies grow. “They neither toil nor spin.” In the context of what Jesus is saying, they aren’t anxiously trying to grow. There’s no stress involved. They are planted, their roots take in nutrients from the soil, they’re watered by the rain, and they get energy from the sun. They grow. God has made them that way. Their beauty doesn’t come from their intense labor or their own ability to spin fibers into beautiful outerwear. God, in His great care, clothes them. 

In general, lily blooms last about 1-3 weeks. That’s not very long. Here today, gone tomorrow. And yet, God clothes them in more glorious array than even King Solomon with all his riches. “How much more,” Jesus asks, “will He clothe you, O you of little faith?”  You see, even the lilies know not to worry about what they can’t control. They are totally dependent on God to clothe them, to give them growth. We, in our little faith, can learn a lot from the lilies. If God can take care of them, He can certainly take care of us even when we don’t know what tomorrow brings. Jesus goes on to tell us –

“And do not seek what you are to eat and what you are to drink, nor be worried. For all the nations of the world seek after these things, and your Father knows that you need them. Instead, seek His kingdom, and these things will be added to you.” (Luke 12:29-31, ESV)

Our Father knows. He knows just what we need. Earlier in Matthew 6, Jesus says, “Your Father knows what you need before you ask Him.” What a comforting thought – He knows. He doesn’t just know what we need, He also provides it. What should our response be? To seek His Kingdom, to be about His work, to be focused on the things He has called us to. His Fatherly promise to us is that as we do those things, He will make sure that we have what He already knows we need.

I’m so glad I need a shepherd’s hook. If I hadn’t needed a shepherd’s hook, I wouldn’t have gone to Discount Drug Mart that day. If I hadn’t gone to Discount Drug Mart that day, I wouldn’t have purchased Easter lilies. If I wouldn’t have purchased Easter lilies, I may have missed out on a simple truth that my heart needed to remember. But because my Father knows what my heart needs, He providentially arranged all of those small steps so that He could remind me that it has always been Him who has taken care of me.

Today, by His grace, I’m not going to be anxious because I know that my anxiety doesn’t meet my needs. I’m going to ask God to help me to learn thoroughly from these lilies that He is trustworthy and that I can depend on Him. As I seek His Kingdom, He will make sure I have exactly what I need.

Father, You are so good to us. The way You love us and take care of us is incredible. Thank you for already knowing what we need. Thank you that before we even ask You, You know. Help us to learn from the lilies that no amount of mental effort or anxiety will ever get us what we need. Help us to depend on You, to trust You, and to seek Your Kingdom. May Jesus increase in us. Amen. 

-Dana

Today is Easter. Resurrection Sunday. As we reflect on Jesus’ resurrection today, we read of Mary Magdalene, crying beside the empty tomb. As if grief and despair weren’t enough, now her plan to give Jesus a proper burial was impossible. His body was gone. She was unable to make sense of the absent body, present graveclothes, questions of angels. It really was too much. And then someone behind her, someone else asking why she was crying. She didn’t know who it was, but she answered, looking for help to find Jesus.

And then, “Mary.”

Her name. His voice. His presence and love in one word, exploding in one amazing moment of realization and incredible joy.

I want to hear Jesus say my name. When I am filled to overflowing with sadness, when things are not going according to my plans, when He is right there but I can’t recognize Him. There is something about being called by name that breaks through and changes everything.

Jesus told of a good shepherd in John 10:3. “…he calls his own sheep by name and leads them out.”

Call me by name! Lead me.

This made me curious. Who else had Jesus called by name?

The distinction belongs to only nine people as recorded in the gospels. There are nine reports of Jesus calling Peter/Simon by name. Andrew brought his brother Peter to meet Jesus, and Jesus said, “You are Simon son of John, and you shall be called Cephas (Peter).” John 1:23. Jesus knew him by name and gave him a new name. It was the beginning of a journey that would change everything for Peter, not just his name. In Matthew, Jesus spoke to Peter by name referencing Peter’s declaration that Jesus was the Messiah, and He said “you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church.” Matthew 16:17.

“Simon, Simon, Satan has asked to sift all of you as wheat. But I have prayed for you, Simon, that your faith may not fail. And when you have turned back, strengthen your brothers.” Luke 22:31-32. And after Peter declares his undying loyalty, “I tell you, Peter, before the rooster crows today, you will deny three times that you know me.” Luke 22:34.

Peter did deny Jesus. Three times. And three times, Jesus gave him the chance to answer the question, “Simon, son of John, do you love me?” John 21:15,16,17.

On all of these occasions, the use of his name made the words more personal and more pointed.

Jesus used Martha’s name in tender re-direction. “Martha, Martha, you are worried and distracted by many things. There is need of only one thing…” Luke 10:41

He used Zaccheus’ name to call him out of the tree and to tell him that He wanted to come to his house.

In Luke 7, He spoke by name to one of the Pharisees who was smirking on the inside, “Simon, I have something to tell you.” He proceeded to contrast Simon’s false piety and pride with a prostitute’s genuine love evidenced by her sacrifice, courage and humility.

Jesus called Lazarus to life after four days in the grave. “Lazarus, come out!”

He called out Philip’s lack of understanding. “Don’t you know me, Philip, even after I have been among you such a long time?” John 14:9 And He acknowledged Thomas’ change from doubt to belief, “Thomas, because you have seen me, you have believed.” John 20:29.

When Judas met him in the garden of Gethsemane to betray Him, Jesus called him by name. “Judas, are you betraying the Son of Man with a kiss?” Luke 22:48

I am sure Jesus spoke to lots more people by name. It was (and is) His way-personal, familiar, direct. He cares about people. He knows them. He invites them to believe and points them toward the things that are real and matter most. He brings them back from death. He encourages them to really know Him. He gives second chances to love and serve Him.

Today I am inspired to listen for the Good Shepherd. I want to hear Him speak to me. By name.

“But now, thus says the Lord, who created you, O Jacob, And He who formed you, O Israel:

‘Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by your name; You are mine.’ “

Isaiah 43:1

-Leah

Words familiar to many of us. Spoken by an uncle to his beautiful orphaned niece. She had been through so much! Her father and mother had died. She was raised by her uncle, Mordecai. Because of her great beauty, she was taken with many other young women to be a concubine to an extremely powerful and seemingly moody king. Esther, of all the other girls, won the king’s favor and devotion and was crowned queen. Finally, some smooth sailing! But not for long. Her uncle uncovers a plot to kill all the Jews, Esther’s people, and asks her to risk her life by petitioning the king to save them. Esther sends word that she is not so sure this is a good plan, and here is Mordecai’s response, “For if you keep silence at such a time as this, relief and deliverance will arise for the Jews from another quarter, but you and your father’s family will perish. Who knows? Perhaps you have come to royal dignity for just such a time as this.” Esther 4:14

Although the words are different, we hear the same message from Joseph in Genesis 50:19-20. Remembering the horrible aftermath of his brothers’ betrayal: abandonment, slavery, false accusations, prison, dashed hopes, wasted years, but seeing it in hindsight, Joseph tells his brothers, “Don’t be afraid. Am I in the place of God? You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives.” Why, God? For such a time as this. You had a plan, and Your plan was good.

Fast forward with me thousands of years. To a dinner at Lazarus’ house. Martha served, Jesus and Lazarus and the guests ate and talked. In came Mary, and in an act of radical worship, she poured what would today be maybe $60,000 worth of perfume on Jesus feet. She gave her future and her reputation for a moment of adoring Jesus. When Judas Iscariot objected at the waste of resources, Jesus told him, “Leave her alone. It was intended that she should save this perfume for the day of my burial.” John 12:7 This was not by chance. There was a plan and a purpose that Mary’s worship accomplished.

And now, COVID-19. Is Dr. Amy Acton here for such a time as this? Was it for this time that God connected groups of ladies who have joined together in prayer day after day? God is not silent. Love is not quarantined. Will He use this pandemic to bring revival to His church and turn the hearts of many to Jesus? “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” Romans 8:28 Does this promise still hold true?

We hear the answer in our hearts. Yes. Amen. We are here for such a time as this. The things we are doing now matter. So many times we overlook the now, waiting for the “big” moments. We look at Esther and Joseph and see them saving whole people groups and don’t see how those stories apply to what we are doing in our everyday lives. Believe it-all the moments matter. The routine ones, the emotional ones, the frustrating ones, the restful ones, those in private as well as those shared with many. May we be faithful in all the time we are given.

May we have courage, like Esther, to speak even when it seems risky.

May we have steadfastness, like Joseph, to endure the suffering of the present knowing that God will use it to save many lives.

May we have adoration that goes beyond logic and fall at Jesus’ feet like Mary did. May we give everything because He is worthy.

No doubt about it, you and I are here for such a time as this.

Awesome God, we know that You weave circumstances and actions and people into a beautiful tapestry that displays Your glory. We trust Your plan and Your goodness. Thank You for writing us into Your story of redemption and love. Give us hearts that desire above all else to do Your will and to worship You. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory now and forever. Amen.

-Leah