To be alive is to have the opportunity to be mistreated. We have all experienced it. Because none of us are perfect people, we mistreat others, and we are often mistreated by others. As we journey through life, we get wounded. There’s no escaping it. We will pick up scars along the way. We will be the recipients of unkind, untrue, malicious, slanderous, and hateful words. We will bear the brunt of unloving, thoughtless, and even violent actions. It’s a harsh reality, but it’s a reality nonetheless. In a world full of sinful people, we will be hurt. Since we are also sinful people, we will undoubtedly hurt others.

While we can’t control the words or actions of others, we can choose how we will respond to those things that hurt us. Our response makes a difference, and it speaks volumes about our trust in God. There is a passage in I Peter that I love. I love it because it’s a beautiful picture of trust, but I have also come to love it because it challenges and convicts me every time I read it.

“Servants, be subject to your masters with all respect, not only to the good and gentle but also to the unjust. For this is a gracious thing, when, mindful of God, one endures sorrow while suffering unjustly. For what credit is it if, when you sin and are beaten for it, you endure? But if when you do good and suffer for it you endure, this is a gracious thing in the sight of God.

For to this you have been called, because Christ also suffered for you, leaving you an example, so that you might follow in His steps. He committed no sin, neither was deceit found in His mouth. When He was reviled, He did not revile in return; when He suffered, He did not threaten, but continued entrusting Himself to Him who judges justly.

He himself bore our sins in His body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. By His wounds you have been healed. For you were straying like sheep, but have now returned to the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls.” (I Peter 2:18-25)

There’s a lot there, right? Maybe take a moment to read it again slowly. Ponder the words and let them really sink in. 

My guess is that most of you reading this are not “servants” insofar as your daily work is not as a household worker, butler, or maid. But if you think about it, we are all under some type of authority – bosses, church leaders, government leaders, and ultimately, God. So, it might help to think of it in that way. People under authority, be subject to those who are in authority with all respect… 

Peter goes on to say a mouthful. He tells us we don’t just respectfully subject ourselves to those in authority when they are good and gentle, but also when they are unjust. Synonyms for the word ‘unjust’ from the Strong’s Concordance include crooked, perverse, wicked, and unfair. Look at what Peter says next. “For this is a gracious thing, when, mindful of God, one endures sorrow while suffering unjustly.” What?! I don’t know about you, but that goes against everything my natural mind says is right. When I’m treated unjustly, if I’m mindful of God, it’s a gracious thing. Look at this list of meanings for the word ‘gracious’ in the Strong’s –

When I read that list, I think, “Yes, I want all of those things!” If I’m reading that verse correctly, these benefits of grace are tied directly to my response when I’m suffering unjustly. When I’m suffering. Unjustly. When I’m being treated unfairly. When someone has hurt me unfairly with their words and/or actions. If I endure it with my heart set on God, it is a means of grace.

In case we missed it the first time, Peter even repeats it. “If when you do good and suffer for it you endure, this is a gracious thing in the sight of God.” He uses that same Greek word translated here as ‘gracious.’

It’s almost as if Peter knows what we will be thinking when we read this because he provides an example right away. Not just an example. THE example. He points us straight to Jesus. “For to this you have been called…” We’ve been called to endure mistreatment. Why? “Because Christ also suffered for you, leaving you an example, so that you might follow in His steps.” Jesus, the perfect sinless Son of God, suffered for us, and He calls us to follow in His steps. To endure unfair treatment. To suffer even when we’ve done the right thing.

Peter tells us that when Jesus was reviled (Strong’s says “heap abuse on”), He did not revile in return. When He suffered, He did not threaten. He didn’t respond in the same manner. He took it. He endured. And we are to do the same.

How? How can we do it? The key is found in the next nine words. “But continued entrusting Himself to Him who judges justly.” There it is. There’s the ah-ha. How can we endure mistreatment? How can we respectfully subject ourselves to those who are unjust? How can we have abuse heaped on us without throwing some of it back on the other person? We entrust ourselves to the One who judges justly. We give it to God, and we trust Him with the outcome. 

When I threaten, throw abuse back to, seek revenge upon, or talk maliciously about someone who has mistreated me or made me suffer when I haven’t done anything wrong, I am expressing a lack of trust in God. I’m not trusting God that He can take care of it. That He can take care of me. In those moments, my attitude and actions are saying that I need to take care of myself. 

The truth is that it really does take a lot of trust in God to let Him take care of things the way He wants to. It doesn’t always mean that it will turn out exactly the way I want it to. For Jesus, entrusting Himself to God meant that He died a cruel death on the cross. For me, sometimes entrusting myself to God means I will have to die to myself. But look at the victory. “He Himself bore our sins in His body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. By His wounds you have been healed.” 

By His wounds, I have been healed. You have been healed. No one can take that away from us no matter how they mistreat us. We are healed. We are safe in God’s hands. He is trustworthy. We can trust Him to take care of us. When others hurt us (and they will), we can rest in God’s care. We can entrust ourselves to the One who judges justly. We don’t have to take up our own cause. We can trust God with the outcome. By Jesus’ wounds, we have been healed.

“You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You.” (Isaiah 26:3)

When I’m taking up my own cause and figuring out how I can avenge myself, the result is inner turmoil. When instead, I choose to trust God, the result is perfect peace.

Heavenly Father, You know our frame. You know our impulsivity and how often we want to avenge ourselves when we are mistreated. You know the inner turmoil we experience when we try to take matters into our own hands. Forgive us for our lack of trust in You. Help us to run to You when we are hurt, and help us to know what it means to entrust ourselves completely to You knowing that You are the One who judges justly. Forgive us for the times that we have hurt others with our words and actions. Keep us near the cross, understanding that we need forgiveness as much as we need to forgive. Give us a mind that is stayed on You and a heart that trusts You completely. Thank you for the perfect peace that only You can give. Amen.

-Dana

Assault. When this word came up in the book I am reading, I would’ve normally just written it off as not applying to me. I’m not an assaulter. But, the morning I was reading about assault happened to be the morning after I had handled an issue with one of my children in a way I regretted. Don’t go calling children services on me-it didn’t go to that extreme-but I responded too quickly and in anger, and the situation deteriorated as a result. Yes, I apologized, and peace was restored, but even the next morning, I was still sad about the whole event. My figurative ears perked up when I read that all of our negative responses to the people in our lives can be considered either assault or withdrawal.

Dallas Willard, in his book Renovation of the Heart, writes about spiritual transformation, the change that comes from following Jesus. In the chapter about the transformation of our social interactions, he describes the default, the without Jesus condition, as full of woundedness and wounding, all caused by the assault or withdrawal we have experienced and that we dish out ourselves. He defines assault as any act that causes harm to another and withdrawal as harmful movement away, cutting someone off.

Our relationships are so important! And often so difficult. This classification of the ways humans hurt each other made sense to me, and just thinking through the effect of my words and my actions did open my eyes. Thankfully, I don’t have to transform myself. I can’t heal myself from the woundedness I have experienced. I can’t erase the wounds I have caused, and try as I might, I will keep on wounding people, even (especially) the people I love the most.

Paul says, at the end of I Corinthians 12, “I will show you a still more excellent way.” And then comes I Corinthians 13, the love chapter.

Love is the answer. God is love (I John 4:8). His love heals and redeems and transforms. “We love because he first loved us.” (I John 4:19). All the qualities of love that Paul lists in I Corinthians 13, the ones that seem mostly unreachable and at least unsustainable, those can develop in my relationships because of Christ in me.

My tendency to assault or withdraw can be changed. Read these words written by James: “You must understand this, my beloved: let everyone be quick to listen, slow to speak, slow to anger; for your anger does not produce God’s righteousness. Therefore rid yourselves of all sordidness and rank growth of wickedness, and welcome with meekness the implanted word that has the power to save your souls.” (James 1:19-21) Welcome the implanted Word. Welcome Jesus. Because of Him, I can choose to stop, listen, and love. I can lean in instead of withdrawing. I can, using Dallas Willard’s words again, extend a blessing.You can, too. As this happens inside of those of us who follow Jesus, we can expect to see the characteristics described in Romans 12:9-21.

Our love will be genuine and sincere.
We will hate evil and stand against it.
We will cling to what is good.
We will love one another with acts of mutual kindness.
We will excel in showing honor to each other.
We will have passion and energy in our service of Jesus.
We will rejoice in hope.
We will be patient in suffering.
We will not stop praying.
We will give to meet the needs of other believers.
We will rush to be hospitable, even to strangers.
We will bless those who persecute us. We won’t curse them or wish them ill.
We will rejoice with those who rejoice.
We will weep with those who weep.
We will live in harmony with one another.
We won’t be haughty.
We will choose to be with “the lowly.”
We won’t claim to be wiser than we are.
We won’t pay back evil for evil.
We will pay attention to what is good to/for others.
We will work at living in peace with others.
We will let God do the avenging.
We will give to our enemies who are in need.
We will not be overcome by evil. We will overcome evil with good.

Yes! This! All this! Let it be true of me.

God, I confess that I often assault the people in my life. Often to avoid assaulting, I withdraw. None of that is right. That’s not how I want to live. Thank You for loving me, regardless of my mess. Thank You for Your redeeming love, for making things right even when I have made them wrong. Teach me to love like You do. Take the assault and withdrawal out of me and replace it with love. Help me to slow down and choose to extend a blessing. I welcome Your power in me.

I grew up hearing this Psalm about brethren dwelling in unity. We sang it in church and heard it quoted in our home. I believe it still.

“Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity! It is like the precious oil upon the head, running down on the beard, the beard of Aaron, running down on the edge of his garments. It is like the dew of Hermon, descending upon the mountains of Zion; for there the Lord commanded the blessing-life forevermore.” Psalm 133 NKJV
-Leah

*Concepts and thoughts based on Renovation of the Heart, by Dallas Willard

There are lots of things that are too heavy for me to lift.  It’s not a big deal, though, because I have some strong men in my life.  When my strength is not enough, I ask them and they do the lifting for me.

Recently, there have been times when I have been quite aware that my strength is not enough.  Life has felt heavy.  As I have been meditating on God’s strength, I have realized that His strength is available to me in a different way than the strength of my husband and my sons.  God doesn’t do the lifting for me; He makes me strong.  He puts His strength in me and empowers me.

God’s Word has so much to say about strength.  Take a little tour with me…

God’s strength transcends and transforms our circumstances.

“Happy are those who strength is in you, in whose heart are the highways to Zion.  As they go through the Valley of Baca they make it a place of springs; the early rain also covers it with pools.  They go from strength to strength; the God of gods will be seen in Zion.”  Psalm 84:5-7

This Valley of Baca has also been called the Valley of Weeping.  It’s likely a real valley, a dry area that had to be crossed by pilgrims as they went to Jerusalem to worship.  So the imagery is clear:  when our strength is “in God,” we can get through times of tears and also times of dryness.  And not only can we get through, the strength of God inside of us changes the terrain.  He provides what we need to keep us going, like oases in the dessert.  Strength builds upon strength and God is seen and worshipped.

It is up to us to choose God’s strength, to “put it on.”

“Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his power.  Put on the whole armor of God, so that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.”  Ephesians 6:10-11

If God lives in us because we have decided to follow Jesus, His strength is ours.  However, there is an act of our will that is required, a decision to let His strength work and to stop trying to muster up more of our own strength.  Like the words from Psalm 46, “Be still and know that I am God.”  (Psalm 46:10)  His strength is more than enough.  Jesus, take the wheel. 

When we choose to lean on our own strength and don’t accept God’s strength, we miss out on healing.

“Therefore lift up your drooping hands and strengthen your weak knees and make straight paths for your feet, so that what is lame may not be put out of joint, but rather be healed.”  Hebrews 12:12-13

My hands definitely get droopy, and my knees get weak.  What I do at those times is so important!  If I allow God’s strength to be like a splint, straightening and supporting me, I grow and heal.  If I don’t, I am likely to end up in a downward spiral of weakness and loss of function. 

Allowing God’s strength to work in me and through me requires focus and obedience. 

Remember Samson, the strongest man ever?  Remember how the more his focus shifted from his calling to his girlfriend, the more relaxed he became about following the vows he had made to God?  We have an enemy that would love to see us forfeit God’s strength by focusing on other things and letting our guard down. 

Deuteronomy 11:8 says, “Observe therefore all the commands I am giving you today, so that you may have the strength to go in and take over the land…”  Disobedience disconnects us from the strength of God.

Attitude matters.

Nehemiah told his people, “… the joy of the Lord is your strength.” (Nehemiah 8:10).  It is true that there is an energy that comes with joy.  Joy brings strength, and strength increases joy.  Again, this often comes down to a choice we make.  Will we allow the Holy Spirit to fill us with joy, even when we aren’t “feeling it”? 

We need to renew our strength.

Just like physical strength wanes when we don’t exercise, God’s strength in us fizzles when we don’t seek it. 

Remember these words from the prophet Isaiah, “He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.  Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.  They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint.”  (Isaiah 40:29-31)

Hoping in the Lord, waiting on Him, spending time with Him-that is how we tap back into His strength within us.  We need our daily bread, that daily connection with the source of strength.  Actually, our need is continual – “Seek the Lord and his strength; seek his presence continually!” I Chronicles 16:11 ESV

God’s strength never fails. 

I fail.  “My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.”  Psalm 73:26.  God’s strength does not fail. 

I can be confident and trust in God’s strength. “The Lord is my strength and my shield; in him my heart trust, and I am helped.”  Psalm 28:7

My trust in Him multiplies His strength in me.  “For thus said the Lord God, the Holy One of Israel, ‘In returning and rest you shall be saved; in quietness and trust shall be your strength.’”  Isaiah 30:15  Once again, that trust is a choice – the end of verse 15 says, “But you were unwilling,” and the following verses paint a picture of pandemonium as the people choose their own power over God’s strength.

A favorite Bible passage of mine speaks to God’s strength even in times of extreme hardship. 

“Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior.  The Sovereign Lord is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to tread on the heights.”  Habbakuk 3:18-19

Be encouraged because of God’s strength.  Seek it, choose it.  Trust in Him.  He is well able, and He will enable you to get through valleys of weeping and times of difficulty.

God, thanks that You are strong, and that You allow Your strength to strengthen me.  I confess my weakness and my need for You.  I choose to keep my focus on You, to obey You, and to regularly renew my connection with You.  Please give me Your joy, even when there is difficulty and sadness.  I trust Your strength to be all that I need.  Let Your strength in me encourage others.  In the name of Jesus, Amen.

-Leah

For Thou, O Lord, art high above all the earth

Thou art exalted far above all gods

For Thou, O Lord, art high above all the earth

Thou art exalted far above all gods

I exalt Thee,

I exalt Thee,

I exalt Thee, O Lord.

(I Exalt Thee, written by Pete Sanchez, Jr.)

These words changed my morning yesterday. Life has been exhausting lately. Maybe you can relate. We have a group chat at work, and Friday, I posted a GIF of a runner crawling across the finish line. I captioned it, “This is me today.” I have felt the pressures of the world this week. Maybe you have too. When I feel that exhaustion, even writing this blog can become just another thing that has to get done. Before working on it yesterday, I decided to take a shower. It seemed like a good idea to have some music to accompany my shower, and this is the song I played. Ironically, it washed over me more than the shower did. 

This song takes me way back. I think I’ve known it my whole life. Some might say that the lyrics are too simple. There are really only 18 words here that are repeated. But something happened as I sang along with these words yesterday morning. My heart got lost in worship. My eyes went up. I turned my attention from myself to One Who is worthy of all of my worship. 

Sometimes I jokingly tell people, “I have a PhD in making things all about me.” The sad part is that there is truth to that, and I don’t think I’m the only one. Our sinful hearts default to putting ourselves at the center of everything. We tend to view everything that’s happening in the world in light of how it affects us, and we often feel out of sorts when things aren’t going the way we think they should. We desperately need God’s help to live a life that is free from this kind of self-centeredness.

In those moments of worship yesterday morning, in those moments of singing out those 18 simple words, I was reminded that everything is all about God and His glory. He is exalted. He is far above all the earth and all other gods. 

It’s not about me. IT’S NOT ABOUT ME. Honestly, when my deceitful heart tells me that it’s all about me, I get exhausted, and the things I do to serve can become a drudgery. When my heart instead turns to worshiping the Creator of the universe, I find rest, and the things I do to serve flow from my love for Him. He is holy and worthy. Everything belongs to Him, and He “upholds all things by the word of His power.” (Hebrews 1:3) He is all-powerful, and I am not. He is all-knowing, and I am not. He is infinite, and I am not. Getting a fresh view of Who He is helps me to keep the right perspective. My identity and worth are in Him. He is exalted.

“Worthy are You, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power, for You created all things, and by Your will they existed and were created.” (Revelation 4:11)

I want to have a heart that worships. This song will probably be played a few more times this week. Maybe this song isn’t one that takes you to a place of humble worship. That’s okay. Find one that does. Look for lyrics that point to the majesty, worth, and character of God. Then, sing your heart out. Remind your soul that you were made to worship a God that is worthy to receive glory and honor and power. Lift your eyes. He is exalted.

Lord God, You are worthy. Today, we lay down the things that have burdened us, and we look up. Please forgive us for our self-centeredness. We choose to turn our attention from ourselves to You, and we exalt You. May our hearts be filled with worship today and every day. Amen.

-Dana

We had just stopped for gas and food part way through our eight hour drive to Michigan’s Upper Peninsula. A gasp and a “No way!’ from the backseat grabbed our attention. Ben couldn’t get his phone or his words out fast enough. “It’s SideBySide blog!” he exclaimed, while documenting the sighting by snapping a few pics. The object of his excitement was a truck pulling a trailer full of side by sides. Apparently this get-up is well known to Ben from a blog he faithfully follows. Although none of the rest of us had a clue about them, his enthusiasm was contagious. We watched to see which way they went on the highway, and even contemplated following them to see where they were headed and what they were going to do. Although we didn’t see them again, the SideBySide bloggers were mentioned several times as we went on our way.

Makes me think of the glimpses of God that we get as we travel through life…

As believers, we are like Ben – we are faithful followers of God’s messages. We read His Word, we listen to His teachings, brought to us by pastors, speakers, authors.

“My soul followeth hard after thee…” Psalm 63:8 KJV

“So whether we are at home or away, we make it our aim to please him.” 2 Corinthians 5:9

“…this one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the heavenly call of God in Christ Jesus.” Philippians 3:13-14

We are dedicated and invested. Following Jesus has changed our identity and is transforming our character.

From time to time, we look up and see God in front of us! We get an up-close view of what He’s doing or what He’s like. We see His glory, hear His voice.

Maybe it’s the answer to a prayer we’ve been praying for years. Maybe it’s just the right Scripture passage for our circumstance. Maybe it’s someone reaching out as the hands and feet of Jesus to meet a need. Some people call these “God-sightings.” One year at vacation Bible school, the kids wore bracelets reminding them to “Watch for God.”

It is important to stay alert and watching so we don’t miss these moments. If Ben had been on his phone or asleep, he wouldn’t have spotted the side by side guys. We often let ourselves be distracted by phones or work or self, and fail to see God.

And, our opportunities to see Him aren’t just random, about us happening to be in just the right place at the right time. God wants to reveal Himself to those who are looking for Him, “seeking Him,” to use a Biblical term.

He promises, “When you search for me, you will find me; if you seek me with all your heart.” Jeremiah 29:13.

We can pray with the Psalmist, “Open my eyes, so that I may behold wondrous things out of your law.” Psalm 119:18, or ask like Moses, “Show me your glory, I pray.” Exodus 33:18.

When we ask and seek, He will open the door. “Ask, and it will be given you; search, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened for you.” Matthew 7:7.

When we do see the “one whom our soul loves,” (Song of Solomon 3:4), it builds our faith and inspires us to follow so we can see what God is going to do next. We can’t help but exclaim and share the news with the people who are traveling with us, and it inspires them too.

So, even though we “walk by faith, not by sight” (2 Corinthians 5:7), and are among those who are “blessed because they have not seen and yet have come to believe” (John 20:29), there are times the clouds part and we get to see. The day will come when we will see clearly and eternally.

“For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then we will see face to face. Now I know only in part; then I will know fully, even as I have been fully known.” 1 Corinthians 13:12

Until then, our hearts echo the words of the beloved from Song of Solomon 2:14,

“O my dove, in the clefts of the rock, in the covert of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.”

Beautiful Savior, we want to see You. We want to glimpse Your glory and experience Your presence. Please give us more and more moments where we encounter You. Help us to stay alert and expecting You to show up in our days. Open our eyes and expand our vision. Let us freely share the excitement of following You with the people around us. We want to be faithful followers all the time, and we long for the day when our faith will be sight and we will see You face to face.

-Leah